Early 30’s isn’t too late to make something out of your life. I suggest you make a resume and file applications in your area. However, if you have a history of PTSD, I’d say to stay away from retail. I said this based on someone we know who had untreated PTSD who went ballistic on a grocery store customer who kept “pushing his buttons”. Needless to say he got fired for that and that added to his depression.
There’s a guy in our neighborhood who cuts wood and resells them. We have wood dumped on our property by a tree cutting company, this guy gives me an offer for them which I accept, he cuts them up and sell by the ricks; he says he makes good money out of it since there’s a huge demand now for firewood since propane price has gone up. He knows it’s seasonal but to him, it’s worth the effort.
In other words, if you can’t find a job, look around you for a need and fill it. Good luck!
btw, if you’re good in tinkering with computers, spread word around that you’ll fix issues like removal of virus, retrieving of pictures from ‘dead pc’ or other similar issues. DH loves doing these type of things which costs a lot of money if you have the techies at BestBuy do it but since he does it for friends, he doesn’t even charge for it. He has “brought back to life” laptops that his co-workers were getting rid of. For him, it’s a challenge to fix and repair what others have given up on and he’s really good at it.